I am neither a sadist or a masochist.

[edg]

Further, I would never intentionally do this to anything living unless that I felt that I had no choice, and I doubt I'd even do it to an inanimate object that someone cared about very much.

That said:

I want to hurt something. I want to take all of the bitterness and unhappiness and pent-up frustration inside me and unleash it at something. I want to hit something until it breaks.

And I very, very much don't want it to be me.

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[harukami]

I understand the feeling very well indeed. [hugs]

One thing I used to do is buy a box of kleenex and then rip each kleenex up. Didn't always help, but sometimes it did. :(

Other things I find that help are *really* violent computer games....