On the day

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Just cancelled my game because I can't concentrate enough to run it. Damn it.

Lent my copy of In Nomine to Nora and Sydney; I hope they enjoy it. (I really should give them a link to this journal at some point. I mostly haven't because I'm afraid of their reactions.)

Was really, really tempted to stop the discussion in Poetry and say you all look really depressed; how can we get you to smile?.

Suspect that I blew my American Political Thought essay. I'm confident about the Locke portion; not so confident about Adams, Hamilton, and Marshall.

Part of me wants to see if I can take horseback riding for credit next semester.

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41. That's painfully logical. True, though. I was involved in my school's dramatic productions for five years, acting in/stage managing maybe a dozen productions. If I just psych myself up for a project or a big social event the way I would for a character I'm taking on, it's easier. I convince myself that I feel confident, and then I just do... It's pretty cool. =]

42. The counselor I saw this summer was a woman who goes to my church, who is good friends with my mom, who I've known my entire life. I hadn't spoken to her in a few years, but it was awkward... And somehow I still managed to break down crying in front of her and was barely able to stop talking the entire first session. I told her pretty much everything I could get out in a single hour.

43. I have another journal, too. It started at first for a specific set of disordered behaviors that I was encouraging at the time, and now I just put pretty much anything semi-private there. I say "semi-private" because I have friends for that journal as well, a lot of them-- but they don't know me IRL. They only know me online. Only one of them is also a friend on this journal.

46. Grr. That's such a tease. That's like saying, "I have a secret-- but I'm not gonna tell you!" =6

48. That's funny. I used to run an entirely public journal, even after years of having multiple nasty surprises when someone I didn't know was reading read something they shouldn't have; I never learned. Only now have I started using the friends-only and locked options. There are just too many random people I half-know on campus finding my journal this year, and I'd like to make sure I know who's reading what...

50. Hmm. I'm going to have to be careful in my phrasing, aren't I?