Has it been two years?

It has been two years.

I, um.

Nothing has changed.

Oh god, nothing has changed.

I am living in the house my parents own but do not live in, performing basic maintenance. I am relying on the kindness of others for income. I am ... 36 and, by any objective measure, not doing what I was put on this earth to do.

February 2015 will mark four years since I had a job.

The kid is 15 and will be 16 in March.

I still have depression and anxiety, and being at the maximum level of medication doesn't seem to be helping.

Well.

2016 is the year I'm going to turn it all around. Just wait and see.

And in the meantime, if you have anything you'd like to say, now's the time.