Awake!

I must be tired - I can't think of another reason why I'd want to set people on fire from afar and still be in a reasonably good mood. It might also be that I'm getting used to the kind of blinkered Philistine pig-ignorance that makes me want to set people on fire, of course, but I think I'm going to stick with the tired theory because it fits other criteria, like my seeming utter inability to type this morning or my forgetting utterly to take my medication, meaning that not only am I not under the influence of Lexapro for the first time in a while but I have nothing in my system to fight off this thrice-damned malaise except, well, my system.

I had a nice flurry of creativity over the weekend, but I haven't been able to get anything down since, and it's starting to frustrate me again. I feel like my brain is clouding up, and I can't figure out why. (Maybe the lack of caffeine?)

It just occurred to me that maybe it wasn't such a great idea to go off caffeine while I'm on an antidepressant for which drowsiness is one of the main side effects.